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beibeiluo
106岁,加州
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内心独白:天堂很脏,城市很亮
各位朋友,大家好!
来者皆是客!
樱花时节又至,希望你们会去看。或许这个世界上没有人能够证明今年的樱花是不是跟去年的一样。我们往往
还没有完全弄明白今天的世界,又要去面对下一个和它非常相似,甚至完全一样的世界。可我还是希望你们会
为每一个樱花时节,为每一个新年,每一天而微笑和幸福着。这样每一天才是“某一天”,每个人才是“某个
人”,生命才能充满了惊喜和奇遇,让人愉悦,让人不会觉得自己说尽了话,做够了梦,耽误了太久的时光。
不知道我是不是有幸能与大家成为朋友呢?希望你们不会觉得自己是现在才认识我的,而是在你们的眼睛还没
有看见过戴面具的微笑,没有遭遇过忧郁和伤痛,在童年的时候就认识我了,我会感到高兴。
期待着与你们的相遇! 
祝愿大家:
牧歌不歇,
帏幕不降! 
蓓蓓

(我的信仰: ★等待把泡泡吹小的同时面向大海★
相信奇迹,相信奇迹的来临!即使生命已经急促得一停止就会显得不真实,还是要让心愿不灭,让希望不灭!
发出我们的声音,并坚信无论它是倾诉,是呻呤,是呐喊,还是尖叫,总有一些同样执着的良心在感动,在聆
听!)

All of my dear friends:
I'm a Buyi-minority girl with very long hair. I obtained my B.A. degree on Psychology from UC Be
rkeley, and i am currently studying in the graduate school at Stanford University. My ethnic nam
e is Beiyi (贝羿). I like playing piano, reading and writing. I've already published some fictio
ns and poems in the U.S., and I've been approved as the yongest committee member of the organiza
tion---"Chinese Literature and Art Association in America". The best qualities that I think I ha
ve are my personalities and my serious attitudes towards life.
I hope my friends have knowledge on Chinese culture and would like to appreciate literature, poe
try and classical music. As to life styles, I hope they are people who love and respect their pa
rents, who make efforts to learn, and who cherish a dream deep down.
At last, thank you very much for checking out my profile. Best wishes to you all!
Warmly,
beibei
 
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blackmagicmm
99岁,纽约州
评论于:2015-12-19 00:22:53   [评论]
蓓蓓

10年前的你我都没有听说过有组织跟踪。我也是5年前才听说有组织跟踪、Monarch Program 这些词汇。请你
也百度一下,了解正常世界边缘的parallel world。直到今年我才理解原来我20年前刚大学毕业时已经被有组
织跟踪了。过去20年,特别是过去11年,我的电子邮件也频频被hackers入侵。

我20年前开始被跟踪是因为有人喜欢我,所以借口我吃了他2个馒头没有付款,属于抢劫,因此使用有组织跟
踪机构的道德法庭判我被有组织跟踪,做他们的“模特”target (TI)。这些搞有组织跟踪的人实实在在凌
驾于法律之上。蛮不讲理。

因为你美丽。因为你也说过你的电子邮件被hackers入侵。再加上我观察到的一些有组织跟踪迹象,我也怀疑
你像我一样也成为了他们的模特TI。所以我需要与你沟通。

实话说,因为一个跟踪过我的人好像也给你留过言。所以我曾经怀疑你是不是了解他们。但是我早不这么想了
。我们只是同是天涯沦落人而已。我几年前联系你也是因为我不很了解有组织跟踪,又直觉的感觉你与我的命
运有某种契合,而期待你可以与我一同去想办法。

我过去10年一直真心祝你美丽安康。我发誓我没有参与hackers入侵你的邮箱,更没有参与任何对你不利的有
组织跟踪行为。期待可以与你成为朋友,共同应对不公正的坏人坏事。

菲菲
 
blackmagicmm
99岁,纽约州
评论于:2015-12-15 21:44:08   [评论]
Beibei

I'm in China now.  I need to speak to you. I worry about you. Wish you are all right.

Feifei
 
beibeiluo
106岁,加州
评论于:2013-01-29 20:34:50   [评论]
同乐哈!呵呵!
 
zikou
63岁,比利时
评论于:2013-01-05 02:51:20   [评论]
新年吉祥,平安康樂.
 
blackmagicmm
99岁,纽约州
评论于:2012-03-19 04:10:52   [评论]
Dear Beibei,

Thank you for your kind response. My real name is Feifei Wang, 王菲菲.  In Spring 2004, I becam
e a cyber stalking victim.  I registered in the Spring of 2004 as the "rouge”  (French for RED)
 , "flowerwine", "applepoodle", and "blackmagicmm (红颜)" in jiaoyou8 to date my ex-boyfriend, j
iaoyou8 ID zhilaohu.  He was a Citibank IT guy also  known as the wind, the star and the blue.  
His real name is Yifeng Shao.  We both lived in NYC back then so we met up to dine and wine from
 time to time . We used our IDs as codes to write love songs/ poems/ letters in our unique in ho
use code language in our on-line blogs and emails between 2004-2005. See my diary for the essay 
named Evidence to prove I’m the Original Red for evidences.   zhilaohu has an EX called Chinado
ll, known in our code language as the white or the kid。 任寰 is her real name and she is a well
 known writer in China.  So we wrote love songs and poems with our code names to compete for lov
e in our jiaoyou8 blogs and forums.  For some reason, some other women who implied they are the 
“snow”, “clouds”  or “copy cats” started to copy my IDs and fight over zhilaohu in the Win
ter of 2004. I do not blame them because if a lover can be stolen, then he does not have the loy
alty and integrity to deserve me. (I eventually gave them my blessings and left in 2006 or Sprin
g 2007.) It also did not take long for some guys to join the party to borrow zhilaohu’s IDs to 
start chasing Chinadoll, me or the cats in late 2004 or 2005.  I did not realized till year 2010
 that this phenomenon was a result of the organized cyber stalking. I’m a victim along with tho
se cat ladies. You might be able to find out more about organized (gang) stalking from the inter
net. I understand some ladies chased by these guys did not know the history. Nor did they fight 
over my zhilaohu with me. These gals could be named by those other guys as the sweeties, the kit
ties or even the red because these guys are in a trance to chase the cats or the red. Understand
ably they mistook other female IDs as the cats or the red. I hope the mishap turned out to be a 
blessing to some guys and gals.

Our code language of the red-blue-white myth was very wide-spread, and adopted later on by polit
icians who noticed our publicity.  Our IDs were assigned to different political parties which co
uld be either good or bad. The original blue( 风), red (花-月), white and the snow(雪) are 
supposed to be exempted from the political association. However,  I’m labeled a blue party memb
er today to pay for the blue’s possible political mistakes when I’m a woman. Then they say I’
m a blue cat –spy who should pay for stealing the original red’s identity.  My life is unbeara
ble now.  They started stalking me off the virtual world in 2008 when they still recognized me a
s the original red. All sorts of surveillances have been put in my room against my will.  I have
 a bug detector that has been buzzing all the times. Of course my laptop has been hacked and per
petrators come to speak to me down the street in the code language I invented.  I have noticed m
any movies and news sort of adopted that code language too.  Since I started to be framed as the
 cat delivery agent over a year ago,  I have been  physically abused by direct energy weapons, D
EW.  The misfortune could go on for years if I do not prove I’m who I say I am, the original re
d.  The thing is it is totally unnecessary to continue the torture of me today even if there mig
ht be a political need many years ago. That political and financial needs are long gone.  It’s 
 the peaceful time now when I really should be released and made up to. I do not qualify to be a
n escape goat for any party either because I do not have any motive to risk my life to be a spy 
for any party. My mother was a mayor then a 省厅长.  I have plenty of means to make money and do
 well than to risk my life to be this alleged low level blue cat delivery woman to get cut by DE
W.  As a matter of fact, the real cats from year 2004-2008 were innocent ladies chasing romance.
 They had no motive to risk their lives to be spies for any party either.  I’m pretty sure no g
overnment or any political party has a problem with me. Only some individuals associated with po
werful organizations are giving me a hard time for personal reasons. 

Politics is dishonest. But I refuse to sacrifice my health, reputation or my good life to protec
t these individuals’ dishonesty and brutality.  For insiders who have heard of the myth, the or
iginal red, 红颜, is known for being victimized by politics and is supposed to be free from the 
political trouble.  I need to prove I’m me, the original红颜,  so I’m no longer physically abu
sed and my daily life activities are not sabotaged. I left China when I was very young. I do not
 know any media people and my parents do not understand I’m in trouble over a common love trian
gle.  Since you are in the media business, would you give my info. to people you trust to direct
 me to whom I might be able to speak to in order to get the problem resolved?  My hackers also h
inted in a very subtle ways that you are believed to be the original red when I’m not.  I have 
noticed you joined jiaoyou8 in November 2004 and I joined in March 2004 to become the红颜. Then 
I registered as “rouge”(=红) in June 2004 to write love songs to zhilaohu. I called myself  红
颜 in many of my diaries since Spring 2004. Could you share some lights on if anyone ever called
 you by the name of red-flower-wine-apple-dog- Fay (flying) ? If so, during which time period?  
Please understand I have no problem with anyone calling you the red or the snow.  It’s  great. 
You are I both are hopelessly romantic. We attract guys who admire our beauty and glamour, but w
e are also too vulnerable in front of guys who play politics beyond our imaginations.  As a resu
lt,  I live in despair now and I just need to live a free life without my legitimate job or rela
tionship sabotaged constantly or my health damaged by the stalkers.  I simply need to live.  I k
now you have a very kind soul and you feel compassionate towards my sufferings. If you can provi
de me with the info., that will help me indeed. Thanks a lot for the help.  

See my diaries for Memoire de la Fleur which details the origin of the myth.  I wish you do well
 and thank you.

Feifei
 
beibeiluo
106岁,加州
评论于:2012-03-12 01:11:51   [评论]
Hi blackmagicmm,

Thank you so much for your trust writing me. I am sorry to hear your story. Since details were m
issing here, I turned to your diaries to find what happened. However, after reading, I got even 
more confused. I am willing to help but i just don't know how. I fail to understand what was goi
ng on exactly. I guess it's just you got hurt. I hope you could recovery and feel relieved soon!
 
I believe you are strong!
Warmly,

Beibei
 
blackmagicmm
99岁,纽约州
评论于:2012-03-05 01:03:54   [评论]
Hi,  Beibei

I live in New York and Shanxi lately.  I pass by Beijing from time to time. Where do you work?  
If you have heard of any party in town, let me know. I don't know where to go in China.

I have been moving around because I realized I'm a victim of gang stalking. I dated a guy called
 zhilaohu from jiaoyou8 from April 2004 to the Fall of 2005 and some guys who imposed as his Ex'
 friends have been stalking me since. Maybe you have heard of our 风花雪月myth from words of the
 mouths。  I'm the red (花), he is the blue (风) and she is the white (孩子 in the myth。  
I understand some guys chase skirts in jiaoyou8 by calling other ladies the flower too.  I reall
y wish them happy.   I just need to be free of my stalkers. They still follow me around down the
 street and hack into my laptop in year 2012.   Some movies seem to be strangely  inspired by ou
r love triangle too. I live in fear now.

I'm asking for your help because I trust and respect you. You are one of a few kindest ladies in
 jiaoyou8.  If you have heard of anything from your new media job in China or from your many fri
ends here, could you do what you can to help me, please?  Thanks a lot,

blackmagicmm
 
wwus
46岁,佐治亚
评论于:2012-02-28 16:13:02   [评论]
Hi, we talked before and you mentioned that you will have a new book published and will send me 
one. I hope can read it. Thanks.
 
beibeiluo
106岁,加州
评论于:2012-01-29 00:02:03   [评论]
谢谢,同乐同乐! :)
 
zikou
63岁,比利时
评论于:2012-01-26 12:36:07   [评论]
龍年吉祥,快樂健康!
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