Dear Beibei，

Thank you for your kind response. My real name is Feifei Wang， 王菲菲.  In Spring 2004, I becam
e a cyber stalking victim.  I registered in the Spring of 2004 as the "rouge”  (French for RED)
 , "flowerwine", "applepoodle", and "blackmagicmm (红颜)" in jiaoyou8 to date my ex-boyfriend, j
iaoyou8 ID zhilaohu.  He was a Citibank IT guy also  known as the wind, the star and the blue.  
His real name is Yifeng Shao.  We both lived in NYC back then so we met up to dine and wine from
 time to time . We used our IDs as codes to write love songs/ poems/ letters in our unique in ho
use code language in our on-line blogs and emails between 2004-2005. See my diary for the essay 
named Evidence to prove I’m the Original Red for evidences.   zhilaohu has an EX called Chinado
ll, known in our code language as the white or the kid。 任寰 is her real name and she is a well
 known writer in China.  So we wrote love songs and poems with our code names to compete for lov
e in our jiaoyou8 blogs and forums.  For some reason, some other women who implied they are the 
“snow”, “clouds”  or “copy cats” started to copy my IDs and fight over zhilaohu in the Win
ter of 2004. I do not blame them because if a lover can be stolen, then he does not have the loy
alty and integrity to deserve me. (I eventually gave them my blessings and left in 2006 or Sprin
g 2007.) It also did not take long for some guys to join the party to borrow zhilaohu’s IDs to 
start chasing Chinadoll, me or the cats in late 2004 or 2005.  I did not realized till year 2010
 that this phenomenon was a result of the organized cyber stalking. I’m a victim along with tho
se cat ladies. You might be able to find out more about organized (gang) stalking from the inter
net. I understand some ladies chased by these guys did not know the history. Nor did they fight 
over my zhilaohu with me. These gals could be named by those other guys as the sweeties, the kit
ties or even the red because these guys are in a trance to chase the cats or the red. Understand
ably they mistook other female IDs as the cats or the red. I hope the mishap turned out to be a 
blessing to some guys and gals.

Our code language of the red-blue-white myth was very wide-spread, and adopted later on by polit
icians who noticed our publicity.  Our IDs were assigned to different political parties which co
uld be either good or bad. The original blue( 风), red （花-月）， white and the snow（雪） are 
supposed to be exempted from the political association. However,  I’m labeled a blue party memb
er today to pay for the blue’s possible political mistakes when I’m a woman. Then they say I’
m a blue cat –spy who should pay for stealing the original red’s identity.  My life is unbeara
ble now.  They started stalking me off the virtual world in 2008 when they still recognized me a
s the original red. All sorts of surveillances have been put in my room against my will.  I have
 a bug detector that has been buzzing all the times. Of course my laptop has been hacked and per
petrators come to speak to me down the street in the code language I invented.  I have noticed m
any movies and news sort of adopted that code language too.  Since I started to be framed as the
 cat delivery agent over a year ago,  I have been  physically abused by direct energy weapons, D
EW.  The misfortune could go on for years if I do not prove I’m who I say I am, the original re
d.  The thing is it is totally unnecessary to continue the torture of me today even if there mig
ht be a political need many years ago. That political and financial needs are long gone.  It’s 
 the peaceful time now when I really should be released and made up to. I do not qualify to be a
n escape goat for any party either because I do not have any motive to risk my life to be a spy 
for any party. My mother was a mayor then a 省厅长.  I have plenty of means to make money and do
 well than to risk my life to be this alleged low level blue cat delivery woman to get cut by DE
W.  As a matter of fact, the real cats from year 2004-2008 were innocent ladies chasing romance.
 They had no motive to risk their lives to be spies for any party either.  I’m pretty sure no g
overnment or any political party has a problem with me. Only some individuals associated with po
werful organizations are giving me a hard time for personal reasons. 

Politics is dishonest. But I refuse to sacrifice my health, reputation or my good life to protec
t these individuals’ dishonesty and brutality.  For insiders who have heard of the myth, the or
iginal red, 红颜, is known for being victimized by politics and is supposed to be free from the 
political trouble.  I need to prove I’m me, the original红颜,  so I’m no longer physically abu
sed and my daily life activities are not sabotaged. I left China when I was very young. I do not
 know any media people and my parents do not understand I’m in trouble over a common love trian
gle.  Since you are in the media business, would you give my info. to people you trust to direct
 me to whom I might be able to speak to in order to get the problem resolved?  My hackers also h
inted in a very subtle ways that you are believed to be the original red when I’m not.  I have 
noticed you joined jiaoyou8 in November 2004 and I joined in March 2004 to become the红颜. Then 
I registered as “rouge”(=红) in June 2004 to write love songs to zhilaohu. I called myself  红
颜 in many of my diaries since Spring 2004. Could you share some lights on if anyone ever called
 you by the name of red-flower-wine-apple-dog- Fay (flying) ? If so, during which time period?  
Please understand I have no problem with anyone calling you the red or the snow.  It’s  great. 
You are I both are hopelessly romantic. We attract guys who admire our beauty and glamour, but w
e are also too vulnerable in front of guys who play politics beyond our imaginations.  As a resu
lt,  I live in despair now and I just need to live a free life without my legitimate job or rela
tionship sabotaged constantly or my health damaged by the stalkers.  I simply need to live.  I k
now you have a very kind soul and you feel compassionate towards my sufferings. If you can provi
de me with the info., that will help me indeed. Thanks a lot for the help.  

See my diaries for Memoire de la Fleur which details the origin of the myth.  I wish you do well
 and thank you.

Feifei