I thought I would let it go sailing, but instead, I start to miss the boat.
"What I realized is that love is something that happens or doesn't. " Yes, there is no between in someone's dictionary. Am I truly ready as I thought I was? Am I truly in need to start all over again? I always put on my safety guide for whatever the next, in the end, I was saved from the rainpours.
"Have you seen the full circle of rainbow?"
"There is no such thing as the one. It's more of a mind boggling whole hell of a lot of potential ones. That should be comforting, it's actually pretty terrifying. We would all like to kick back and wait for some magical force to show us who we should spend the rest of our lives with. But the truth is, there isn't a lightning bolt that slaps you on the ass and tells you to pick this person over all others. It's like the rain, rain falls all the time. Sometimes we are prepared for it, sometimes we're not. And depending where you are when it hits, you either get caught in it, or you don't. In fact, most of us try like hell to avoid it. you might miss the bus, you might catch the bus. maybe you remembered your umbrella, maybe you didn't. no big signs just random torrential bursts of opportunity and thats the most fate can do, the rest is up to us."
A message in a bottle with a secret, he said. It was a clip from the diving scenes, then there is another one, jumping from the cliff. goffy? yes. love it? maybe. but do I truly think it was as adorable as my contra dancing floor? even the heavy mosquito attacks won't stop me from spinning, whatelse I may conclude? all of sudden, I felt sad again. I just simply can't make a solid decision. hesitation, hesitation and hesitation ... where is my guts? I can see his shadow is departing ...
Bill often reminds me, it is not the one if you don't know it. have I kept skipping one of them or have I lost my only one?
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