We never know what's going to happen!!! 

I almost forget i had registered here.

But several emails remind me of it.

So suddenly i want to write something here.

I have to believe i am not a childish girl anymore.

But I like childish, cause it is the most funny time, i always ask why why why, always want to know more, always accept everything whatever it is good or not. I was enjoyinging to be treated as a nice and funny girl. Maybe that's the way to get attention from others.

And now, i lost interests to many things. I would like to observe than talk. I choose walking alone. I prefer chatting with one or two friends to talking endless with crowded buddies...

I am trying to understand the real me. Maybe i need a whole life to know it. Cause it is changing and i am changing....Hope it is & I  am will be better and better!